Ingredients for a panic attack:
● A single spider in your safest zone
● Lonliness
● Mother too interested in her boyfriend to stay home or call back
● Mom’s idiot boyfriend
● Woods
● Lack of transporation
● That scratchy blanket with the silk trim that pretends to be soft
● A brick




Sewn shut mouth today for theatrical makeup class!!

For everyone asking, the way I attached the thread was with Spirit Gum across the edges of my lips, then I stuck them on, then put eyelash adhesive over top, and some fake blood. For the “needle,” I used a little piece of a paperclip, straightened it out and dipped it in some lash glue, then wrapped thread around it and coated it in spirit gum for good measure, then some fake blood.



Students who still have a lot ahead of them. Students like me, who still have dreams, goals, and students who still aim for achievements. But because of this tragedy, it all faded away. 

I bow and salute to the brave students who saved the lives of others and sacrificed themselves. They are heroes. They are people who deserves a lot better than awards. They deserve to be in Heaven, a place full of happiness and there will be no more sufferings. I also pray for the lives of the family and the people involved in this accident and specially the souls of these heroes.

I hope that the students who were saved by these mighty students will live their lives to the fullest, achieve their dreams and goals and love their family more. I also wish that they will live being inspired by the heroes who saved their lives. Please do so.

And for the captain, my middle finger salutes you. Live well. In guilt. Thank you.